Friday, August 12, 2005
Because of you,
I tried my best to forget everything.
No, today's the worst day in the week.
No, nothing was good today.
No, I was fooled.
No, take it like nothing happned.
No, be that way.
No, I regretted what I did & I shouldn't have done it.
No, I'll pretend that I'm fine but I'm not.
No, I'll act like I'm really happy but inside of me I'm crying so hard, no one could see.
No, I'll be the one crying in my room tonight.
No, you no longer care.
No, I've always been that fool.
No, wait or hold? You decide, baby.
I wonder if you really cared.
I wonder if you really mean what you said, sometimes.
):
I feel like crying.
I feel like tearing everything.
I feel like
slashing.I feel like ending everything.
I feel like starting it all over again.
I feel like.. loving you all over again :
I don't know what to do, I'm lost. I know you wouldn't be there anymore.
I'm just.. not myself, suddenly. Sigh ):
if I had the world, I'd give you everything.
; stick with you